Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Being Lazy

Hi. So I've been trying to write. And I have to say, it's pretty hard. Especially when your brain can't agree with itself.

Okay, so I'd write something pretty good. And I would like it. But then the next day I'd look at it and think it was the craziest thing in the whole world, or I'd think of something better to do, and then I'd be stuck in the middle because I loved what I wrote before but I also liked the new stuff and I can never decide which one to choose.
 Then there were those times when I had the sudden urge to write or draw but then my fingers won't type right or won't draw right. And then, after lots of failures, I give up, feeling depressed at the fact that I couldn't do what I was hoping for, and wish that I get better luck next time.
There are also those times when I CAN write, and I AM writing, and then I forget what I'm writing halfway through. And all I can say to that is, "Well, it seemed like a good idea..."

Basically, I forget a lot. Like what that last sentence was for. This whole line is sort of pointless.

Something that surprises me a lot is how many views this blog has got, especially with my failure to write or draw good stuff combined with my general laziness. Last I checked, it has somewhere close to 650 views. I know that isn't a lot, but it's more than I thought I'd get. When I started this blog more than two years ago, I thought that maybe a total of four people would look at it. Three of those people belong to my family.
But I have been proven wrong.

So thanks, guys. For even just looking at my stuff.

I hope to be less lazy in the future.

2 comments:

  1. Yayness. Weeeeee~ This is DM but I'm changing my google name again.

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  2. Be lazy. It's your blog! There is no pressure for you to write stuff... Take your time and write/post when you are ready.
    I love reading your posts.
    Love, Beck

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